I think i need to clear things up on here. I say one thing and then i one thing and then i go and say something that is completely the opposite to it. So this is what my feelings are i guess.
I have comes to terms with the fact that my long relationship is over. i amd just being a bit silly about it all on my Twitter and such. I go be all sad and shit about it when i hear like that they cant do it but to be honest, i dont feel much about it. In a way i dont care, but not like that. I do care, but i dont feel anything when she says that she doesnt feel anything for me, so i guess that means i dont feel anything either.
I guess that brings me back to the other girl. the one who is like my best friend who i like but cant bring myself to telling her. i do like her. a lot. but shyness. sigggghhhhhhhhhhh. plus i dont think she is interested in relationships and such. and to be honest at the moment neither am i. but i do really like her and i just want to tell her but i really really cant. and it sucks. it really sucks. i guess she just not interested but i dunno. this is what i mean by my feelings and such being all over the place. i like her, but i dont know about her and anything and urgh.
Dont become a teenager because this sortta shit happens, just skip to like 18 or whatever then you can just drink and party and shit. although i could do that now. except it would be illegal. but oh well. anyway….
Conclusion: long time relationship is over and i accept it, like this girl but dont know what to say and anything people tell me to say i just dont because im worried to loose my best friend. :///////
Life problems. Goodbye readers X